Saturday, August 16, 2008
So Long & Thanks For All The Fish ♥ 5:30 AM
I wish I had a copy of Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. Mr. Gillotti still has my book. I plan on returning my books to Walmart, I could careless about Catcher in the Rye. I want a new Bukowski. Or a new Douglas Adams book. I feel like I haven't read in years, but it's been a little less than two months. The last book I completed was Ham on Rye by Bukowski and I finished it 9 days after I officially gave up drugs. I still never bought the novelization of Perfume:Story of a Murder. How terribly sad. I wish I could get that giant box out of Ma's car so I could atleast half-ass my way through Harry Potter. I would feel so comforted if Love, Actually was on right now. Instead I'm stuck watching Girl with a Pearl Earring on IFC. Liam Neeson, Colin Firth, Alan Rickman, Bill Nighy, Martin Freeman [both of which were in HHGTTG], Keira Knightly, and Emma Thompson. Love, Actually is one of the most well-cast films in the past ten years.
I haven't slept yet. I've been up since midnight. By 4:30 I decided that staying awake was probably best. So now I'm writing [I'd write something creative and fun but I lack inspiration other than Judas and that's just depressing] and I have my coffee and an OK movie that I've seen one too many times. I really can't wait for school to start now. I'll have my own teeny tiny room with my posters everywhere and I can lay around in my shorts like I do here. I won't have to drive to class. I can wear pjs to Britlit. I can study for Intro to Sacred Scripture and have coffee at any time. And I can walk to the gym and use the treadmill at any hour! I think. Or atleast, in the evening when I can't do it here. Plus, I won't have to vaccuum twice a day or clean the fucking house all the time. Hopefully I can fit all my clothes that I brought. I brought half my wardrobe, threw a quarter of my wardrobe away and still have a ton of clothes back home. Clothes that I will never wear.
I'm starting to get tired, and it's past the point of no return. I wish it was Sunday....that would mean new postsecrets. =[ One more day. Which reminds me, I have to send mine in. Maybe I can get another one made before I walk Max to the drop-box.
Until I write again......in a few hours ;]
Cherry
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Do you tend to listen to your friends when they tell you that a boy/girl is bad for you?
i never have, but maybe i should start =/
Who are the third and eighteenth texts in your phone from?
3rd - bailey saying OMG YAY haha
18th - judas
What do you usually do right when you wake up?
complain hahahaha
What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
emptiness
Who did you hang out with Friday night?
you mean last night? myself
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
oh fuck no
Do you miss anybody?
i really miss claire
Any plans for tomorrow?
uhh not really, no
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
no, theyre quite simple creatures; simple and mean
Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
i want to see claire
What are you doing tonight? staying home, pry gonna be forced to help the fam unpack from vaca
How has this week been?
emotional and twisted
Do you have a best friend?
of course i do
What's your most hated food?
lasagna
How old are your siblings?
17
What do you want most right now?
new ink
Did the last friend you lost mean a lot to you?
i used to think so; i guess he turned out to be exactly as cold and uncaring as his best friend dean
Is your myspace profile private?
yes it is
How many true friends do you have?
bailey && toasty
How many piercings do you have?
nipples, tongue, ears
Are you a morning person or a night person?
depends on the day
Do you remember your dreams?
almost never
When was the last time you were sick?
oh earlier
Did you have a thing for anyone you hung out with this week?
if week means sun through sat, then yes ='[
Money or love?
money, love always leaves me.....money can buy things that i can see exist and that i can hold and be possessive over
Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
toasty? duh
Does anyone know your myspace password?
not one person
What were you doing at 11:00 last night?
sleeping
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you talk to 24/7?
toasty, when hes awake
What are you listening to?
Girl with a Pearl Earring
How is your hair?
pulled back in a bun to match my glasses =]
How is your heart lately?
its back to empty, broken, shattered, cold...the usual
Name something that made you frown today:
the fact that i havent had any human company in three whole fucking days
What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
coffee <3
What makes you mad?
liars
Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
nope, not unless its really cold or raining
How long does it take for you to take a shower?
anywhere from 15 to 45 minutes, and thats JUST the shower
Why was the last time you cried?
yesterday
Do you like the smell of gasoline?
yup
Where were you last night?
i have been at home since 7pm wednesday and have gone nowhere except office max for my check, walmart to cash it and get my hair thinned, and sheans for a chicken
Have you kissed anyone that begins with the letter J?
josh, josh, josh, josh, josh, james, jb, jordan, joe, justin, jeremy
=/
What's the last thing you ate?
mashed taters
Are you sarcastic?
sarcasm is my defense
Do your parents really know you?
nobody does, nobody wants to when given the opportunity
Do you feel like you've got some growing up to do?
everyone does
The End.